It’s okay to be happy,

cos sometimes you don’t know how fleeting the happiness may be.

THIS POST, SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG.

( B DIVISION 2008!!!!)

Had a very heartwarming farewell on 161008!
Thank you all my cutest juniors, for preparing food, for walking three storeys to deliver them, for standing in a whole pile of, muddy water to barbeque, and for making those very pretty gifts!!(: AND, btw, (Since Ashleen asked if it was a bad thing), I didn’t mean it in a bad way when I said it’s nice to see so many different people working together as a team. It’s just cos all of you are very special in your very own ways, so coming together as a team makes the team very special too(: And to all my juniors, stay funky and jiayou with next year!!!!! Ps Janice, we’ll all be coming back 😀

AND FINALLY, MY DEAREST TEAMMMMMMMMMATES<3
I am quite sure some of you won’t read this but wtheck:D I have so much to say to all of you!!!! But I’m not sure everyth can be expressed the way I want them to be, I’M NOT GOOD WITH WORDS 😀 Hahaha. But thankyou for all these 4 years!!!!!! Yes wth, four years, it’s so frigging fast. I remember we had alot of shit going on in sec1 and sec2, BUT WE GREW UP:D And I remember so vividly all the times we just looked back, talked about it and laugh. And the first few trainings we had(or at least, the first training Yuanyi and I attended), when Nicole was so dao :p And Alina was known as the RGPS girl (at least to Yuanyi and I) and Lili was the skinny ass (STILL IS, THE SKINNY ASS) .. And our very first team neoprint!! Amazing how we squeezed 8 people inside, and how excited we were cos Alinaaaaa was finally able to go out :p And all the team lunches, when we used to sit together at the canteen benches, and team lunches at coro on Saturdays, and just, all training so hard, together as one team! And I know, our trainings are ALWAYS, full of laughters(: Thaaaaaaaaaankkyou, for everything(; They’ll be more than just memories<3
And I’m just gna miss you guys so much ):

To ALINA:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET AND CUTE(: Your candid photos (or more like, secretly taken photos) always make me laugh!!! Thankyou for always being so lame HAHAHA, and cute with all your funny rhymes and songs!!(“HOW NOW BROWN COW”) Thankyou, for everything you’ve done for me, and being there for all the results crap, WE’LL GET TO HC SAFE AND SOUND TOGETHER OKAY!! ❤

TO ASHLEEN:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS HAVING THAT CONTAGIOUS SEAL LAUGHTER, AND FOR ALL YOUR CORNY LAME JOKES (But the way you say them, together with your expressions, make them altogether funny anyway!:D) Everytime I see you, I think of moose burger and I just want to laugh HAHAHAhahaha sorry. 😀 Staaaaaaay cheerful and I rmb you told me someone in China said “ni de hua yu hen biao zhun.” KEEP UP WTHAT BSP!! ❤

TO EEYANG:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO BUBBLY AND CHEERFUL AND YUP, YOUR SIGNATURE IMITATIONS. (Even Mr Tiong could guess who you were imitating hahaha) Thankyou for being SO highly amusing, with all your expressions and gestures and tones. Like Alina said, you always crack us up(: Thank you for all the times you’ve been there for me!! AND I swear, you’re the most self-disciplined person I’ve ever met. JIAYOU!<3

TO LILI:
THANK YOU FOR BEING OUR CAPTAIN(: And defintely for helping me out together with the team, all the times I got in trouble!! Thankyou for being yet another, dramatic teammate with all the funkiest expressions ever. I won’t ever forget your choral night performances!! Cinderellaaaaa HAHA. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, and please do eat more!!!! ❤

TO MINGMING:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS HELPING ME WITH MY HOMEWORK(: You are verrrrrry talented, and frigging smart:D So thank you for being willing to help with whatever you can, in every aspect everr!  And I remember your massive amounts of birthday presents to me in sec2! 😀 Thankyou for everything, your dramatic acting, and singing!! STAY SMART AND JIAYOU!<3

TO NICOLE:
THANK YOU FOR TOLERATING ME AS YOUR DOUBLES PARTNER!!!! I knw I screw up at the worst times ever, but thank you for cheering me on always(: I rmb zonals finals this year! When I was really screwing up and you cheered me on (: Thankyou!! (: AND THANKS FOR SHARING THE SAME TASTE WITH SONGS AND ALL YOUR DAMN GOOD SONGS 😀 Hahaha, stay happy!!<3

TO YUANYI:
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY CLASSMATE IN SEC2!! All the times you were there for me, and how you were helping out with homework and SIAs!! Thanks for being such a cool dramatic storyteller and such a spontaneous teammate(: Hahaha I rmb sec2 storytelling, and the speech you told me to teach chickens to fly!!! STAY TALL AND STAY SKINNY!! ❤

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ALL OF YOU(:

(Thanks juniors!!!!!!(:)

And,

Happy Birthday Charis! ❤
Hope you’re having fun(;
Stay happy!!

Ps, thankyou por!!! ❤ (:

The words left unsaid, the questions left unanswered.
So many things I’m needing to know, yet I don’t.
And I just don’t know how to believe you anymore,
and I don’t know what to believe anymore.
So many things, can’t let go.

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This cold-hearted game,

has rules that I must follow.

I’M HERE TO POST 😀

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

NICENICENICE SONG!! Although it took me quite long to realise it D:
My tongue is still stinging from the vinegar, Charis Leong!
There was too much vinegar, I can still taste it in my mouth. ><
Went all the way to j8 and then didn’t have time to study,
someone’s bio SPA coughcoughcough.
She’s going to own(: (:
I WANT AIRPORT! I haven’t seen planes for so so so long!!
Let’s go let’s go let’s go!
I cannot be pilot alr luh. -.-

Haha! I’m told I don’t smile enough, and I am dao.
HAHAHA! I TOLD YOU SO CHARIS LEONG.
Mmmmmmmmmm, I’m not dao!! To people I knw(:
JUST COS DON’T SMILE DOESN’T MEAN DAO WHAT.
Maybe, I’m just shy!!
Hor? So Eening shouldn’t be scared of me :p

I AM GOING TO GET DIABETES ):

I NEED TO STOP EATING SUGAR.
I NEED SUGAR FREE STUFF!

I want that ): It’s second generaaaaaaation!!
It has speakers, wth! I’ve been waiting so long for apple to come up with that feature-.-
And omg, instead of studying, I’ve been distracted with Fated to love you!!!
Now whenever I said jiayou I will say, Jiayou Chen Xin Yi -.- Omgggg~
Stupid showwwww. So sad for what lah!!! ROAR!

Ugggggggh, can eoys just POOF and vanish right now!
I need to study I can’t concentrate.

My post is boring ):

Trust,
we all need to learn to trust.

The truth is a stranger,

soul is in danger.

I FINISHED ONE TOPIC OF GEOGRAPHY TODAY(:
And I THINK, it’s something worth being happy about, seeing the lack of discipline, aaaaand short attention span!!
I looked in the mirror and suddenly all I see is, labels.

(Something like that! OTH inspired!)
And expectations, so many expectations, and when is enough ever gna be enough?

Okay wait digress, my mom just pulled off my baby cousin’s teeth and SHE DIDN’T SHED A TEAR!?
Ohmygod ): I remember myself crying my heart out when my mommy did the same thing to meeeeeee.
And I’ve always had a phobia of dentists! (IRONIC MUCH? I HAD BRACES-.- yes and my orthodontist laughs all the time when my mom has to go into the room with me) Thanks to my primary school @(#!@()#@!*(# dentist ): And my can’t-get-rid-of addiction to sweet stuff ):

Anyway back to EXPECTATIONS!
Are expectations supposed to encourage you? Or tear you down.
Are judgements there for you to realise what’re your flaws?
Does anyone have a right to judge at all? But isn’t it only natural to have opinions ><
Do you change to satisfy them, or do you be yourself.
OH MY GOD. MID LIFE CRISIS ):
I hate to disappoint. Yet I never fail to disappoint.
I’m so efffing stresssssssssed ): And I’ve never worried so much over a stupid End Of Year before ):
Although.. I don’t think I’ve been trying hard enough, or have been trying hard at all.
I’M TRYING TO TRY HARD NOW and I’m really hoping it’s not too late.
Are second chances bullshit?
I’m not perfect ):
Hahahaha apparently my thoughts are incoherent.

You Are 20% Healthy

Your diet is freakishly unhealthy. It’s amazing you’re still alive! Stop subsisting on white bread and candy – and consider eating a vegetable once and a while.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, yup it’s amazing I’m still alive.

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you’re comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Yup. I defintely grew fatter!!!!!
STUDYING MAKES YOU FAT, I swear.

You Are a Chocolate Chip Bagel

You are creative, experimental, and and self-aware. You are a very bohemian person, and you tend to live a strange life. Of all the types, you’re the most likely to go for strange food combinations. You tend to have coffee for breakfast. Anything with lots of coffee will do.

oO

SO I’M BORED, SUE ME.

Jiaaaaaaaaaayou for EOYssssss!

I’m a big fool. Again.

Tell me your blue skies fade to grey,

passion’s gone away.

Shelter
Corrinne May

What’s wrong, what’s getting you down?
Is it something I might have said?
You’re walking around
With your head to the ground,
And your eyes are watery red.

I know you’ve been through rough times.
Kicked around, thrown to the ground.
But you’ve always been the strong one,
So don’t tell me no one gets you,
Cause I’m standing in your corner,
Knocking at your door,
You don’t have to be alone.

Just call my name,
Let me be an answer,
Cause it hurts me to see you this way.
I wanna ease your pain,
Help me understand.
Let me be your shelter, my friend.

We share a bond,
You and I, we belong.
We’re like coffee and morning trains.
You strip my defenses,
I catch your pretenses.
The same blood runs through our veins,
I swore I’d be your lifeline,
Made a vow that I’d surround you with love at every milestone.
I’ll listen when nobody gets you,
I’m still standing in your corner,
Waiting by your door,
You don’t have to be alone.

It was not too long ago,
You sought to understand,
You helped me mend.
Remember when,
So promise me you’ll..

Call my name,
Let me be an answer.
Cause it hurts me to see you this way.
I wanna ease your pain,
Help me understand.
Let me be your shelter, my friend.

Nice song(:
@#()&@!#)@&# CRAAAAAAMPS THE WHOLE OF TODAY!
Betty the Bear is so cute HAHAHA!!!!
I swear she looks like a teddy bear, ah oh my god and she defintely looks like a Betty too.
I SHALL TAKE A PHOTO OF HER NEXT TIME AND SHOW YOU(:
Ohmygawdxzxzxz.
Was whining and whining and whining and making alot of noise, hehheh sorry, FIRST DAY IS LIKE THAT ONE:D Esp to Por Eening Tong Wangxiao 😀

I’M DAMN SCREWED FOR EOYS YO!!! ):
Sigh, LA coming up and I’m damn stressed.
I need a whopping 82!!??
I need to stop pmsing HAHA!

ANDANDAND
I’m still champion of the Ipod game.

*BEAMS*

The once beautiful girl,

let every little thing get into her head.

Here’s a few paragraphs from :

(Specially recommended by Sarah Por! :D)

“.. We still hadn’t learned, though, that growing up is all about getting hurt. And then getting over it. You hurt. You recover. You move on. Odds are pretty good you’re just going to get hurt again. But each time, you learn something.

Each time, you come out of it a little stronger, and at some point you realise that there are more flavours of pain than coffee. There’s the little empty pain of leaving something behind – graduating, taking the next step forward, walking out of something familiar and safe into the unknown. There’s the big, whirling pain of life upending all of your plans and expectations. There’s the successes that didn’t give you what you thought they would. There are the vicious, stabbing pains of hopes being torn up. The sweet little pains of finding others, giving them your love, and taking joy in their life as they grow and learn. There’s the steady pain of empathy that you shrug off so you can stand beside a wounded friend and help them bear their burdens.

And if you’re very, very lucky, there are a few blazing hot little pains you feel when you realise that you are standing in a moment of utter perfection, an instant of triumph, or happiness, or mirth which at the same time cannot possibly last – and yet will remain with you for life.

Everyone is down on pain, because they forget something important about it: Pain is for the living. Only the dead don’t feel it.

Pain is a part of life. Sometimes it’s a big part, and sometimes it isn’t, but either way, it’s part of the big puzzle, the deep music, the great game. Pain does two things: It teaches you, tells you that you’re alive. Then it passes way and leaves you changed. It leaves you wiser, sometimes. Sometimes it leaves you stronger. Either way, pain leaves its mark, and everything important that will ever happen to you in life is going to involve it in one degree or another..”

Oh my god, I am so emo!!!!! ><
Hahahahaha, life is full of surprises 😀
But I think it makes quite alot of sense. Yes it obviously makes alot of sense.
Which is good, answers to questions are defintely helpful (:
I hope.

My big brother and his girlfriend (yes I was shining bright ):) brought me for a drive around the F1 track, which was highly disappointing-.-
Cos there wasn’t anywhere that we had access too.
The areas were all blocked up and ): Some of it, THOUGH I SAW THE PIT? AREA! They had it all set up alr and stuffs like that. The whole track was frigggging bright yo! It was like, day in the middle of the night. Like literally in the middle.

Ps my brother and his girlfriend are SO cute together Hahahahaha!
There was this five dollar bill on the floor which my brother didn’t notice, then ..
Girlfriend: WAIT! (Stops abruptly and bends to pick up the $$) 宝贝，你嫌你太多钱是吗, 看到钱也不要捡.
Brother: Oh I didn’t see it! Did it drop out of my pocket? Maybe it’s mine. (Snatches the $$)
Girlfriend: No! It was alr on the floor! (Snatches it back)
Brother: Really but I seem to be missing a five dollar bill. (Pulls out his pocket)
And they went on bickering ..
Okay I think it is funnier in the real thing but HAHA, they’re very cute together!!

SUCH A LONG POST I NEED TO BE STUDYING -.-
Come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
GO(H) GO(H) POWER RANGER!

I’m gna forma band with Wangxiao and Shitong!!
While Wangxiao is the powerful singer, Tong and I are wannabes:D HAHAHA!
I’LL POST HER SONGS SOON(: Yes you owe me ice cream for advertising!!

Hey baby, I’m missing you.

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Everybody told you where to turn,

told you when to runaway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELPHINE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENIOR MINISTER LEE KUAN YEW!

Just because you cry, doesn’t always mean you’re the only effing one who’s upset.
So quit making yourself the victim, again.
Cos sometimes you forget I have feelings too.
And fighting the tears back is so much harder than just letting it fall.

School .. is a waste of time. AND I AM SO DAMN SLEEPY -.-
But the company always make it better (:
Beebee = Car horn
Porpor = Truck horn
Beeporbeepor = Ambulance
Hahahahahaha, damn it’s highly amusing.
And PORPOR! Cheer up(: Everything’s gna be okay 😀
&&&&
I AM THE CHAMPION OF THE IPOD’S GAME!!!
(Which is dying of popularity alrrrrr.)
BUT I AM STILL CHAMPION HHAHAHA, I TOTALLY CLIMBED MY WAY UP TO THE SEAT!!
Ahahaha, I am so cool \m/

I need to stop sleeping,
stop living in self pity,
AND GET TO WORK!!!!
Just four more weeks and I’m outta here.