Sweet dreams that won’t come true,

I’ll leave it all for you.

I CAN’T BELEIVE I AM GOING TO GRADUATE TOMORROW ):
On the other hand, I am still gna see you guys!!! But I will still miss Nanyang, and I am indebted to all my very dedicated teachers who’ve done so much to help me through all these years(: NANYANG FTW!! 😀

Anyway, Charis! Cheer up k(: Everyth’s gna be okay! And YOU ALR HAVE ONE GOOD HEAD START! And, we can go out after Chinese O’s!!! Smile cos I wna see that pretty pretty smile again, MUST BE GENUINE OF COURSE! GOOOOOD to see you working for Chinese, you can do it yes! Thank you too, for everyth that you’ve been doing for me(: All the times you stood by me and every single thing you did for me, thankyou so much(: Your belief, especially(: Yayyyyyyyy! I am gna see you in hc!(: CHEERUP COS EVERYTH’S GNA BE OKAY OKAY OKAY(:

Anyway, HSM3 is the man. I can’t believe it’s pick of the week D: The storyline sucks!!!!! Wait, I think there’s hardly any storyline at all .. They incorporated lotsa hsm and hsm2 into it, which makes it almost the same.. Hahhaha, and Zac Efron is not hot anymore ): I bet Eeyang is laughing now HAHA! And the songs! Omg I always liked high school musical songs but this time, only one got to me-.- And hahaha, Eeyang and I were totally anticipating the “start-to-sing” scenes, we’re quite good okay!!! 😀 K nevermind, Ashley Tisdale still the shining best actress!! And Vanessa is fat …….. D:

Yup that’s the only song that I liked!! I THINK THEY LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHER OMGGggGGggg!!

I am feeling quite anxious about graduation tomorrow! No more classmates, no more teammates ):

Siggggggggggggggh, I am sorry.

I AM FEELING HAPPY AND ACCOMPLISHED(:

(: Spent alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of time tgt with darling SXY!!
ANNNNNND OUR VERY COOL MASTERPIECE, thanks so much for helping me outttt(:
Hahaha I’m so excited!! 😀 MUST SEE HER REACTION LEHH!! HAHA:D But I don’t dare ><
Damn tired now cos slept super lateeeeee, hahahaha, but it was so fun(: (:
I SHOULD GO OVER TO YOUR HOUSE TO SLP OVER NEXT TIME:D
Take turns yo!! :p

Anywayys, went to watch House Bunny with Jen and Eunice!!
Damn horny >< Hahahha, but quite funny. And the lead looks like Britney-.-
And the co star looks like Lindsay!!
I WANT TO SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM, Suat!! I wna wear CLOTHES luh :p
Uggggghhhhhh, and I can’t frigging decide on my subj combiiiiii -.-
AND I DON’T WNA STUDY ANYMORE ):

Die, my brother gna bug me ..

I love you :p

There’s only 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 you,

I love you.

THANK YOU to my so many funky friends and teacher! for today! <333
Thaaaaaaanks to eoys! …..
In alphabetical order:
CHARIS: FOR YOUR MESSAGES!! (:
CHERYL: FOR CARING ANG LOOKING FOR ME 😛 AND STANDING ON MY SIDE!! 😀
DEBBIE: FOR TELLING ME IT’LL ALL BE OKAY(: (:
GUOSHU: FOR SPENDING YOUR TIMEEEEEE WITH US!!! HAHA REALLY!!!:D
EENING: FOR TELLING ME SO MUCH AND TELLING ME YOU WILL MISS ME!!! 😀
EEYANG: FOR YOUR MSG AND ENCOURAGEMENT (: (: (:
EUNICE: FOR YOUR ENCOURAGMENT AND MESSAGES!!!! ((:
JENZI ( I do not zhong se qing you!!!!!!): FOR YOUR SWEETEST MESSAGES AND ENCOURAGEMENTS!!!!!! (:
JIEYI: FOR DOING BEHIND-THE-SCENES WORK!!!! 😀 AND BEING SO SWEET!!!
MISS YEO: FOR YOUR VERY ENCOURAGING MESSAGE AND YOUR BELIEF!! HAHA:D
RACHEL: FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY AND MAKING ME LAUGH AND YOUR ENCOURAGEMENTS(: (:
SARAH: FOR BEING THE ULTIMATE SWEET FRIEND!!!!!!!!! 😀 ALL ON YOU!!!!!

Yuppp I must show all my love before it’s too late ….
So, thanks for everything(:

And,

Xinyu! It’s definitely gna turn out alright!!!!! JIAYOU MAN 😀 You’ve got your SIAs and your CAs and your SAs and you’ll kick ass and own the world(:

Eunice! YOU, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF ALRIGHT! I’m sure you felt much better with DVS to the rescue :p And GIVE YOURSELF CREDIT COS YOU PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT!!!

Rachel! I swear you won’t read this but, don’t give up on it yet:D Come on man, your essay ten minutes worxxz. SO ALL’S NOT LOST YET AND I BELIEVE IN YOU(: (: JIAYOU!!! 😀

Jenzi! AGAIN I DO NOT ZHONG SE QING YOU:D KICK ASS OKAY, WE’LL MAKE IT TO HC JUST FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(: YOUR MATH WILL OWN TMRW!!!!!!!!

Debbie! HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLOOOOOO(: I knw you’re just as scared as me, SO I JUST WNA TELL YOU, believe in yourself okay!!!!!! Alright man, you can do it(: (: JIAYOU AND GOODLUCK(:

And, finally, GOODLUCK MEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

And thankyou, so much everyone, for everyth.
(:

THIS IS THE TIME, BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE!

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“i think e best thing u can get in return for helping a frnd is their acknowledgement and wat’s impt is tht wat u do fulfilled ur purpose and of cuz u feel gd doing it,not juz becuz it might b nice or juz becuz u wan others to like u,but really becuz u wanna do it for ur frnd.like today,nobody tell me to do it but there’s juz this sudden urge to do it coz i juz noe  tht it’ll cheer u up and tht’s wat i wan,u to cheep up and back to ur bubbly self!”

Thanks babe(: ❤

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It’s okay to be happy,

cos sometimes you don’t know how fleeting the happiness may be.

THIS POST, SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG.

( B DIVISION 2008!!!!)

Had a very heartwarming farewell on 161008!
Thank you all my cutest juniors, for preparing food, for walking three storeys to deliver them, for standing in a whole pile of, muddy water to barbeque, and for making those very pretty gifts!!(: AND, btw, (Since Ashleen asked if it was a bad thing), I didn’t mean it in a bad way when I said it’s nice to see so many different people working together as a team. It’s just cos all of you are very special in your very own ways, so coming together as a team makes the team very special too(: And to all my juniors, stay funky and jiayou with next year!!!!! Ps Janice, we’ll all be coming back 😀

AND FINALLY, MY DEAREST TEAMMMMMMMMMATES<3
I am quite sure some of you won’t read this but wtheck:D I have so much to say to all of you!!!! But I’m not sure everyth can be expressed the way I want them to be, I’M NOT GOOD WITH WORDS 😀 Hahaha. But thankyou for all these 4 years!!!!!! Yes wth, four years, it’s so frigging fast. I remember we had alot of shit going on in sec1 and sec2, BUT WE GREW UP:D And I remember so vividly all the times we just looked back, talked about it and laugh. And the first few trainings we had(or at least, the first training Yuanyi and I attended), when Nicole was so dao :p And Alina was known as the RGPS girl (at least to Yuanyi and I) and Lili was the skinny ass (STILL IS, THE SKINNY ASS) .. And our very first team neoprint!! Amazing how we squeezed 8 people inside, and how excited we were cos Alinaaaaa was finally able to go out :p And all the team lunches, when we used to sit together at the canteen benches, and team lunches at coro on Saturdays, and just, all training so hard, together as one team! And I know, our trainings are ALWAYS, full of laughters(: Thaaaaaaaaaankkyou, for everything(; They’ll be more than just memories<3
And I’m just gna miss you guys so much ):

To ALINA:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET AND CUTE(: Your candid photos (or more like, secretly taken photos) always make me laugh!!! Thankyou for always being so lame HAHAHA, and cute with all your funny rhymes and songs!!(“HOW NOW BROWN COW”) Thankyou, for everything you’ve done for me, and being there for all the results crap, WE’LL GET TO HC SAFE AND SOUND TOGETHER OKAY!! ❤

TO ASHLEEN:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS HAVING THAT CONTAGIOUS SEAL LAUGHTER, AND FOR ALL YOUR CORNY LAME JOKES (But the way you say them, together with your expressions, make them altogether funny anyway!:D) Everytime I see you, I think of moose burger and I just want to laugh HAHAHAhahaha sorry. 😀 Staaaaaaay cheerful and I rmb you told me someone in China said “ni de hua yu hen biao zhun.” KEEP UP WTHAT BSP!! ❤

TO EEYANG:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO BUBBLY AND CHEERFUL AND YUP, YOUR SIGNATURE IMITATIONS. (Even Mr Tiong could guess who you were imitating hahaha) Thankyou for being SO highly amusing, with all your expressions and gestures and tones. Like Alina said, you always crack us up(: Thank you for all the times you’ve been there for me!! AND I swear, you’re the most self-disciplined person I’ve ever met. JIAYOU!<3

TO LILI:
THANK YOU FOR BEING OUR CAPTAIN(: And defintely for helping me out together with the team, all the times I got in trouble!! Thankyou for being yet another, dramatic teammate with all the funkiest expressions ever. I won’t ever forget your choral night performances!! Cinderellaaaaa HAHA. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, and please do eat more!!!! ❤

TO MINGMING:
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS HELPING ME WITH MY HOMEWORK(: You are verrrrrry talented, and frigging smart:D So thank you for being willing to help with whatever you can, in every aspect everr!  And I remember your massive amounts of birthday presents to me in sec2! 😀 Thankyou for everything, your dramatic acting, and singing!! STAY SMART AND JIAYOU!<3

TO NICOLE:
THANK YOU FOR TOLERATING ME AS YOUR DOUBLES PARTNER!!!! I knw I screw up at the worst times ever, but thank you for cheering me on always(: I rmb zonals finals this year! When I was really screwing up and you cheered me on (: Thankyou!! (: AND THANKS FOR SHARING THE SAME TASTE WITH SONGS AND ALL YOUR DAMN GOOD SONGS 😀 Hahaha, stay happy!!<3

TO YUANYI:
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY CLASSMATE IN SEC2!! All the times you were there for me, and how you were helping out with homework and SIAs!! Thanks for being such a cool dramatic storyteller and such a spontaneous teammate(: Hahaha I rmb sec2 storytelling, and the speech you told me to teach chickens to fly!!! STAY TALL AND STAY SKINNY!! ❤

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ALL OF YOU(:

(Thanks juniors!!!!!!(:)

And,

Happy Birthday Charis! ❤
Hope you’re having fun(;
Stay happy!!

Ps, thankyou por!!! ❤ (:

The words left unsaid, the questions left unanswered.
So many things I’m needing to know, yet I don’t.
And I just don’t know how to believe you anymore,
and I don’t know what to believe anymore.
So many things, can’t let go.

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This cold-hearted game,

has rules that I must follow.

I’M HERE TO POST 😀

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

NICENICENICE SONG!! Although it took me quite long to realise it D:
My tongue is still stinging from the vinegar, Charis Leong!
There was too much vinegar, I can still taste it in my mouth. ><
Went all the way to j8 and then didn’t have time to study,
someone’s bio SPA coughcoughcough.
She’s going to own(: (:
I WANT AIRPORT! I haven’t seen planes for so so so long!!
Let’s go let’s go let’s go!
I cannot be pilot alr luh. -.-

Haha! I’m told I don’t smile enough, and I am dao.
HAHAHA! I TOLD YOU SO CHARIS LEONG.
Mmmmmmmmmm, I’m not dao!! To people I knw(:
JUST COS DON’T SMILE DOESN’T MEAN DAO WHAT.
Maybe, I’m just shy!!
Hor? So Eening shouldn’t be scared of me :p

I AM GOING TO GET DIABETES ):

I NEED TO STOP EATING SUGAR.
I NEED SUGAR FREE STUFF!

I want that ): It’s second generaaaaaaation!!
It has speakers, wth! I’ve been waiting so long for apple to come up with that feature-.-
And omg, instead of studying, I’ve been distracted with Fated to love you!!!
Now whenever I said jiayou I will say, Jiayou Chen Xin Yi -.- Omgggg~
Stupid showwwww. So sad for what lah!!! ROAR!

Ugggggggh, can eoys just POOF and vanish right now!
I need to study I can’t concentrate.

My post is boring ):

Trust,
we all need to learn to trust.

The truth is a stranger,

soul is in danger.

I FINISHED ONE TOPIC OF GEOGRAPHY TODAY(:
And I THINK, it’s something worth being happy about, seeing the lack of discipline, aaaaand short attention span!!
I looked in the mirror and suddenly all I see is, labels.

(Something like that! OTH inspired!)
And expectations, so many expectations, and when is enough ever gna be enough?

Okay wait digress, my mom just pulled off my baby cousin’s teeth and SHE DIDN’T SHED A TEAR!?
Ohmygod ): I remember myself crying my heart out when my mommy did the same thing to meeeeeee.
And I’ve always had a phobia of dentists! (IRONIC MUCH? I HAD BRACES-.- yes and my orthodontist laughs all the time when my mom has to go into the room with me) Thanks to my primary school @(#!@()#@!*(# dentist ): And my can’t-get-rid-of addiction to sweet stuff ):

Anyway back to EXPECTATIONS!
Are expectations supposed to encourage you? Or tear you down.
Are judgements there for you to realise what’re your flaws?
Does anyone have a right to judge at all? But isn’t it only natural to have opinions ><
Do you change to satisfy them, or do you be yourself.
OH MY GOD. MID LIFE CRISIS ):
I hate to disappoint. Yet I never fail to disappoint.
I’m so efffing stresssssssssed ): And I’ve never worried so much over a stupid End Of Year before ):
Although.. I don’t think I’ve been trying hard enough, or have been trying hard at all.
I’M TRYING TO TRY HARD NOW and I’m really hoping it’s not too late.
Are second chances bullshit?
I’m not perfect ):
Hahahaha apparently my thoughts are incoherent.

You Are 20% Healthy

Your diet is freakishly unhealthy. It’s amazing you’re still alive! Stop subsisting on white bread and candy – and consider eating a vegetable once and a while.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, yup it’s amazing I’m still alive.

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you’re comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Yup. I defintely grew fatter!!!!!
STUDYING MAKES YOU FAT, I swear.

You Are a Chocolate Chip Bagel

You are creative, experimental, and and self-aware. You are a very bohemian person, and you tend to live a strange life. Of all the types, you’re the most likely to go for strange food combinations. You tend to have coffee for breakfast. Anything with lots of coffee will do.

oO

SO I’M BORED, SUE ME.

Jiaaaaaaaaaayou for EOYssssss!

I’m a big fool. Again.